“During times of universal deceit, telling the truth becomes a revolutionary act” _George Orwell
Addiction is a curse and like all curses something not desired, wanted or sort after, but like any curse something that takes over your life.
No matter whether it started as “recreational use” or something more sinister, the path is the same- I’m in control, I know what I’m doing, I can do this, and then through denial as it takes control to addiction.
Once addicted, then the addition is in control, feeding the dragon becomes the daily goal in life; life is about feeding the dragon.
A girls addiction :
this is sadly a true story and to our great sorrow a story of failure (our failure)
A bad start :
Gemstone and Happy arrived here, not pleased at all with events. M and I travelled to San Josa to meet them.
They had arrived with a new group, but their trip had not gone well (at all).
One of the group had caused a lot of troubles and serious troubles.
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| Snr Sister Happy tells the story |
We cant give out the travel itiniary on the Internet (that would be both silly and dangerous) so just accept it's not by "direct flights".
But any way one girl wanted another/ one last "hit" and in getting that hit/ trip and in doing so, got into trouble and got us into troubles.
Sister Happy explained what had happened, but it was Abbot Gemstones look that really worried me. Her look and take on this girl was not good.
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| Abbot Gemstone is not pleased |
Right then Gemstone said this girl " is not going to change" the Dragon owns her soul.
Unfortunately Gemstone was correct, right from word "Go" she caused trouble and then it just continued.
Her story is sad and tragic, but sadly not uncommon.
what happened at the beginning you saw in a previous blog. This is what happened after.
The Dragon plays with you :
The little sister was sitting in dorm 1 needing a fix, so taking things in hand, she told the others that she's going to the beach.
However instead of going to the beach she climbed the wall to 'freedom'
Getting a lift to San Josa off of some passing tourists, the price being to fuck them both, she was gone.
little Sister soon found the "Red Zone" and work in brothel.
Constantly high and fucking up to 30 odd men a day, little sister danced with the dragon.
However instead of going to the beach she climbed the wall to 'freedom'
Getting a lift to San Josa off of some passing tourists, the price being to fuck them both, she was gone.
little Sister soon found the "Red Zone" and work in brothel.
Constantly high and fucking up to 30 odd men a day, little sister danced with the dragon.
The Dragon loves you :
Little sister was living in a tiny Apartment in a dank, dark basement with a local crack whore when we found her.
Like most poly-drug addicts, they were taking pretty much anything they could, meth, cocaine, Barbs, Heroin, Dope, their day revolved around finding drugs and doing anything to get the high that only loving the dragon can give you.
The girls that found her pleaded with her to return with them, but her response was a flat out refusal, she was happy.
Like most poly-drug addicts, they were taking pretty much anything they could, meth, cocaine, Barbs, Heroin, Dope, their day revolved around finding drugs and doing anything to get the high that only loving the dragon can give you.
The girls that found her pleaded with her to return with them, but her response was a flat out refusal, she was happy.
I love the Dragon :
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| I'm still in control ? |
Little sister got fired from the brothel and now working the bars and streets, hooking for "Dime bags".
Riddled with STD's, malnourished, unkempt, it was taking more and of the dragon to give her same loving.
We would take her food, but find it uneaten the next day, offer medical care to be refused or appointments missed.
The Dragon rules you :
Little Sister, now dirty, living on the streets was completely enslaved (again) feeding the dragons craving was the only thing that mattered, nothing else.
We pleaded, begged her to allow us to help her, but she couldn't hear us, she could only hear the dragons voice now.
We can't and wont abduct someone, or force them, we can't in good conscience do that.
Every day we visited her, bathed her, took her food and medicines but all she would beg for was drugs or money, neither of which we would give her.
It was terribly upsetting to watch this girls life fading from her as the dragon she loved so much was eating her alive.
one of the girls gave her some money and the next day she was gone.
We pleaded, begged her to allow us to help her, but she couldn't hear us, she could only hear the dragons voice now.
We can't and wont abduct someone, or force them, we can't in good conscience do that.
Every day we visited her, bathed her, took her food and medicines but all she would beg for was drugs or money, neither of which we would give her.
It was terribly upsetting to watch this girls life fading from her as the dragon she loved so much was eating her alive.
one of the girls gave her some money and the next day she was gone.
The Dragon Kills you :
Little sister had died on a street, naked. we picked up the report on our scanner and rushed to the location.
Little sister had died on a street, naked. we picked up the report on our scanner and rushed to the location.
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| The last days |
The police and Ambulance men were more than willing to let us take her body.
She never made it through rehab obviously, never became a Full Sister, but still a little sister that we failed, but we failed I think because she did not want to be saved.
Why ?
I can only imagine that it was from the total destruction of her inner-self that the years of sex slavery and addiction had taken on her.
The Sisters made a good Tomb for her, our first tomb sweeping will be next year.
RIP- little sister
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妓女
2013
